Do you ever just sit there when suddenly it hits you: How the heck did I get here? I had a moment like this this week. I was in the middle of replying to a client regarding a photoshoot. She was asking if I would be available to shoot some photos of her daughter in late January for her first birthday. As I was typing the words ‘I’m so sorry but I will be on maternity leave’, it hit me and I stared at those words thinking how surreal they were.