Regret

photo Regret

Can you guess who this is? :)

It’s Bruno, circa 2002, about one month old. The minute I laid eyes on him it was love at first sight and I couldn’t bear to be apart from him. I used to carry him in my purse and take him everywhere with me. My very first memory with Bruno was taking him to Petco to get all the necessities. I put him down in the cart and he began whimpering and crying. I immediately picked him up and he stopped crying and buried his head in the crook of my arm. I carried him in my arm during the rest of the shopping trip. It was our first bonding moment and the first time I knew I loved this little furball.

This photo represents one of my biggest regrets. It is the only photo I have of him as a puppy. I didn’t have a camera back then and this was taken with a disposable one. I would give anything to go back to this period in time and take a million and one photos of him as he grows from puppy to dog. Bruno will be 10 this November and I know my time with him grows shorter and shorter. And once he’s gone, all I will have are the photos. I try to take many photos of him now – I guess to make up for lost time. Also, so I can remember when I no longer have him. And remember what a perfect dog he was.

I now capture moments for others so they can remember – remember loved ones, remember joyous times, remember life… But I need to remember to do this for myself. Because time goes by fast and memories can be fleeting but a photograph lasts forever.

I wish dogs did, too.

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Bruno, today. He always smiles for mommy. <3

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8 responses

  • Oh how I love me some Bruno. I’ve never even seen him in person, but your photos have won my heart over. You’re so lucky to have a puppy photo, even if it’s just the one. <3

  • Wow, he looks so different defuzzed! Almost tiny! :) Today is Amos's birthday (he's 4 today) so he's in my thoughts although I won't get to see him. Dogs are amazing. I went crazy taking pictures of Amos when he was a puppy – now that I'm no longer with the "ex" they are all I have of him. Great write-up! So appropriate for me today :) Thanks for sharing.

    • LoveandLemonade Nina on

      I can't believe Amos is 4 already! I remember him when he was a little puppy. They grow up so fast, don't they? I'm happy to hear you have a lot of photos of Amos. :)

  • Awwww, he's so lovely. :) I take a lot of photos of my Gimli too, though I'm not a photographer, but some of the photos are nice anyway :) Gimli is 2,5yo, hopefully we have many more years still left!

  • Congrats on the new site, Nina! Looks great. :)
    My parents wanted to have our Yorkie, Sesame, in my wedding and I vetoed that but I kind of regret not having her there because she died unexpectedly after I moved to IL last year. Looking back it would have been nice to have you take some shots of her at my wedding before she died.


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